Not like an emo idiot. It feels kinda nice.
I'm coming out of an emotional/physical slump lately so it will just be more time before I'm up and out and back to normal.

Once that's done maybe I can get back to cleaning up my room and the house...I think I could make a new puppy out of all the hair they're shedding in my room.
I do have a little work that I do now and I think that's a big part of it. It's pro bono work for a book review site that my big sister works for. Mom thought it would be a regularly paying job so she made me sign up without getting a lot of particulars. Now she's afraid my sister will get the money (a whopping possibility of 10 bucks if the review is a paid one), but I mostly like getting to read books with substance without having to over analyze them.

I blame Bushoven.

Anyway, I've lost 6.5 lbs on the diet and exercise thing that Mom and I are doing. I feel pretty good about it, but I'm afraid Mom's health might be getting too bad too quickly. She's always gone from working too much to not doing anything, and the periods of heavy activity to nothing, combined with plain old bad health and luck , are wearing on her. She's not working, so we're prolly gonna have to move to a smaller house if the gov't doesn't recognize her disabilty. I seem to be the only one who minds. I guess the only house I stay in for a decade will be the one I buy.
At least I'll have custom cabinets. Stupid high shelves...

That's why I gotta get out of this slump. I could be doing more to help, and I'm hoping as I feel better I'll feel motivated.

And having a clean floor has its benefits.

I also want to get back to my writing as I look for a job and study for the lsat.
I need to study for an hour a day, and I think if I get back into my writing projects (not that anyone reads) it'll keep me sane...ish.

Oh, and my money troubles might iron out. Mostly its getting money back after electronic snafus decided I would lose about three quarters of my monthly income last month.

I met my fitness goals but I couldn't get the new iPod I wanted for a reward. If I can still pay off my debts I might be able to do it for my birthday.
Everyone else seems good too. Except for my parents usual bickering, it's just their way, there's no real drama for me to deal with right now.
So, I just need to get into life again and find myself stuff to excite and preoccupy me till I get hired.
Also...I WANT THAT FN KIRIBAN JUUK